You bring out a part of me I shield from everything else. You strip me down of all my walls and all the facades I try to keep up with. You do something that no one else can ever do. A job that no one should ever do. For the majority of my life, all you’ve shown me is love and care. Preferential treatment and favoritism. You gave it all to me. Anything I wanted. Then, you took it all away from me. Everything. Including my defenses. Leaving me vulnerable to all your attacks and manipulation. You’ve named me mercy, yet you fail to show me any. I’ve become a monster. You’re the reason why I bite even when I don’t understand what it is that I do to you. I resent you for it, but even you don’t know why. You think I am all understanding and I will always forgive your actions, then when I don’t, I’m the monster. The manipulator. The rebellious one. The queen. You call me spoiled, but all you’ve spoiled me with is the reminder of the distinction and the separation of what you and I are. Father and daughter. Adult and child. That’s all you ever want us to be. Yet, when you want more and I don’t show it, suddenly I am to blame. It’s my fault I don’t fall for your honey-laid victim traps or your false promises. You want a performance, not a family, not a relationship. You want me to obey you like the dog you’ve trained me to be, though I am unyielding and unresponsive of your clicks and treats. I’ll be your dog, but old and stubborn. As the saying goes, "You can't teach an old dog new tricks". So, showcase me to my sister and she’ll side with you. She’ll side with your perspective of the snarling rabid animal you claim I am. Call me Sibyl Vane. Maybe this ending will set me free from your stage.This is who I am in my darkest hours and it’s all I’ve ever learned to be. You bring out a part of me I shield from everything else, in hopes it will never get tainted with your kind love.

You show a side of me I keep hidden from others. You take away all my defenses and false appearances. You do something no one else can do. A task no one should do. For most of my life, you've shown me love and care. You gave me special treatment and favoritism. You gave me everything I wanted. Then, you took it all away from me. Everything, including my defenses. Leaving me open to your attacks and manipulation. You call me mercy, but you don't show me any. I've become a monster. You're the reason I lash out without knowing why. I resent you for it, but you don't know why. You think I'm understanding and forgiving. When I'm not, I'm the monster. The manipulator, the rebellious one, the queen. You call me spoiled, but you only remind me of our differences. Father and daughter, adult and child. That's all you want us to be. When you want more and I don't show it, I'm to blame. It's my fault I don't fall for your traps or promises. You want a performance, not a family. You want me to obey like a trained dog, but I'm stubborn. As they say, "You can't teach an old dog new tricks." Show me to my sister, she'll agree with you. She'll see me as the rabid animal you claim I am. Call me Sibyl Vane. Maybe this ending will free me from your stage. This is who I am in my darkest times. It's all I've learned to be. You show a side of me I keep hidden from others, hoping it stays untouched by your love.