Lost. Lonely. Disappointed.

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النص الأصلي

Lost. Lonely. Disappointed. I expected to be great, to step into a life that felt like mine, to hold good things in my hands, to earn respect not just for what I do, but for who I am. I want to shine. I want to be noticed. I want my story to matter. I want to be a great mother, to nurture without losing myself. I want to get away— from the whispers, from the judgement that sits heavy on my shoulders, from ridicule that cuts deeper than words. But fear follows me. Afraid to try, afraid to fail, and yet, my eyes remain on me, searching for strength in the mirror, watching hope slip like sand through the cracks of age and experience. Advice comes here and there, but mostly empty words. Empty pockets, unmet needs, and yet I rise. Even when hope feels lost, I rise. I will rise for the me that wants to shine, for the mother I am yet to be, for the dreams I refuse to let die. Because I am more than my fears. I am more than their judgement. And even when the world doesn’t notice, I will notice me.

الترجمة

Lost and feeling alone. I thought I'd achieve greatness, enter a life that truly felt like mine, possess good things, be respected for who I am, not just what I do. I want to stand out. I want to be seen. I want my life to have meaning. I want to be a good mother, to care for others without losing myself. I want to escape— from the gossip, from the heavy judgment, from the hurtful ridicule. But fear is always with me. Scared to try, scared to fail, yet I keep looking at myself, seeking strength in my reflection, watching hope fade away with time and experience. Advice comes occasionally, but it's mostly meaningless. Lacking money, unmet desires, yet I keep going. Even when hope seems gone, I keep going. I will keep going for the part of me that wants to shine, for the mother I aim to become, for the dreams I won't let die. Because I am more than my fears. I am more than their judgment. And even if the world ignores me, I will acknowledge myself.

الشرح

This poem captures the emotional journey of an individual grappling with feelings of inadequacy, societal judgment, and the fear of failure. It begins with a sense of disappointment and loneliness, as the speaker reflects on unmet expectations and the desire for recognition and respect. The poem transitions into a yearning for personal fulfillment and the struggle to maintain one's identity while nurturing others. The speaker expresses a desire to escape from societal pressures and the harshness of judgment, yet acknowledges the persistent presence of fear. Despite these challenges, the poem conveys a message of resilience and self-empowerment. The speaker resolves to rise above their fears and the judgments of others, emphasizing the importance of self-recognition and the refusal to let dreams die. The poem's free verse form allows for an intimate and candid exploration of these themes, resonating with anyone who has faced similar struggles. It ultimately conveys a powerful message of hope and the strength found in self-acceptance.

قاموس الكلمات

كلمة	معنى مبسّط	الترجمة	نطق
Lonely	feeling alone	feeling isolated or without companionship	lohn-lee
Disappointed	let down	feeling sad or displeased because something was not as good as expected	dis-uh-point-id
Nurture	care for	to support and encourage growth or development	nur-chur
Judgement	criticism	the act of forming an opinion or evaluation	juj-muhnt
Ridicule	mockery	the act of making fun of someone or something	rid-i-kyool
Fear	worry	an unpleasant emotion caused by the threat of danger, pain, or harm	feer
Strength	power	the quality or state of being physically strong	strengkth
Hope	expectation	a feeling of expectation and desire for a certain thing to happen	hohp
Rise	get up	to move from a lower position to a higher one	rahyz
Dreams	aspirations	a series of thoughts, images, or emotions occurring during sleep; a cherished aspiration	dreemz

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