Dear, my dearest one My heart is now blooming  So I make a lie to myself  Saying that you're a danger in My life. But heart disapprove as it cries. obedient was like a crime. have a mine of your own. Yet my voice is owned by the others I can't lie. I'm still obedient in my prime. So, just it from my eyes. I don't mind breaking my heart. It's not the first time. I don't mind falling asleep. To avoid every single time. So, I shall sleep. As Ignore it all within me. I expected nothing less anyway. Just like me I fade away. My heart must hate you Or fear you so I can erase. The fact you got in that place. I give my soul just for it break. That was my biggest mistake. I'll break up the heart. As you only shattered it And I'll make it bleed hard. Burning it to flames. So, it feel that way  For you or anybody. But some parts just won't change. So, I'll just except my fate. I bloomed so a broken crate.

Dear, my closest one My heart is growing So I lie to myself Saying you're a threat in my life. But my heart disagrees and cries. Being obedient felt wrong. Think for yourself. Yet others control my voice I can't lie. I'm still obedient in my best years. So, just see it from my eyes. I don't mind breaking my heart. It's not the first time. I don't mind sleeping. To avoid everything. So, I will sleep. Ignoring everything inside me. I expected nothing more. Just like me, I disappear. My heart must dislike you Or fear you so I can forget. The fact you reached that place. I gave my soul just to break it. That was my biggest mistake. I'll break my heart. Since you only broke it And I'll make it bleed a lot. Burning it to ashes. So, it feels that way For you or anyone. But some parts won't change. So, I'll just accept my fate. I bloomed like a broken box.