Part 1 By: Miya Mallard Date: 4/21/2026 ----- Dear, my dearest one My heart is now blooming So I make a lie to myself Saying that you're a danger in My life. But heart disapprove as it cries. obedient was like a crime. have a mine of your own. Yet my voice is owned by the others I can't lie. I'm still obedient in my prime. So, just it from my eyes. I don't mind breaking my heart. It's not the first time. I don't mind falling asleep. To avoid every single time. So, I shall sleep. As Ignore it all within me. I expected nothing less anyway. Just like me I fade away. My heart must hate you Or fear you so I can erase. The fact you got in that place. I give my soul just for it break. That was my biggest mistake. I'll break up the heart. As you only shattered it And I'll make it bleed hard. Burning it to flames. So, it feel that way For you or anybody. But some parts just won't change. So, I'll just except my fate. I bloomed so a broken crate. ------- Part 2 By: Miya Mallard Date: 4/21/2026 ----- I want sunshine. All of the sunshine to be mine. Only mine. So then a burning heart could breathe with me. I want the moonlight. Just a moon type. One on the finger tip. So, bare my cold mind. As I held a switch to my kite. Little darling, How do you feel? An endless burning cry. Lord, please, Lord Is it really still? Please is it not a lie? God my heart burns As I can't cry. A dramatic scene tonight. Please, oh, please! just let them in. So, I can hold on for the last time. Lord, my Lord Please, I don't understand. Was it like this all the time? All lies... His eyes... I must have read it wrong. What a shame. Oh my.... --------- Part 3 By: Miya Mallard Date: 4/21/2026 ----- Even when the world isn't mine. Even when my heart harden in time. I will always be the same. As I use to everyday. So, I Iet it burn. Let it win.  As I feel that heat on my skin. But it's not bad anymore. So, what was it all for? I know you find me weird. I do too. I'm just glad that you don't hate me like I do. I raised a bullet so high and strong. As it hits straight for the goal. Call me a little off center. I don't know know what's the matter. I can't think for myself. Like a doll. My heart is just broken. As I fall asleep. It's been like that, since the day I wanted help and plead. I don't lay on my face  And daydreaming about us. For, what was it all for? If you find me weird. Then that's a score.... I'm not weird in a good way. At least that's what they said. That you think that I'm weird  But not in a good way. Okay.... I know I'm strange. Something I can't change, but one thing that I will do. Is slowly break away from you........ I love you so much it hurts. I put my love in the dirt. So, called me  Your harness! Take a look at my scars mis... Nothing can be better than this. If space is what you want. Then that's what I will give. If you want distance, then so will it be. I must respect you honestly. Think of it as an apology. For thinking that the likes of you would ever find me loveable too.