Part 1 By: Miya Mallard Date: 4/21/2026 ----- Dear, my dearest one My heart is now blooming  So I make a lie to myself  Saying that you're a danger in My life. But heart disapprove as it cries. obedient was like a crime. have a mine of your own. Yet my voice is owned by the others I can't lie. I'm still obedient in my prime. So, just it from my eyes. I don't mind breaking my heart. It's not the first time. I don't mind falling asleep. To avoid every single time. So, I shall sleep. As Ignore it all within me. I expected nothing less anyway. Just like me I fade away. My heart must hate you Or fear you so I can erase. The fact you got in that place. I give my soul just for it break. That was my biggest mistake. I'll break up the heart. As you only shattered it And I'll make it bleed hard. Burning it to flames. So, it feel that way  For you or anybody. But some parts just won't change. So, I'll just except my fate. I bloomed so a broken crate. ------- Part 2 By: Miya Mallard Date: 4/21/2026 ----- I want sunshine. All of the sunshine to be mine. Only mine. So then a burning heart could breathe with me. I want the moonlight. Just a moon type. One on the finger tip. So, bare my cold mind. As I holded a switch to my kite. Little darling, How do you feel?  An endless burning cry. Lord, please, Lord Is it really still? Please is it not a lie? God my heart burns  As I can't cry. A dramatic scene tonight. Please, oh, please! just let them in. So, I can hold on for the last time. Lord, my Lord  Please, I don't understand. Was it like this all the time? All lies... His eyes... I must have read it wrong. What a shame. Oh my....

Dear, my closest one My heart is now growing So I lie to myself Saying that you're a threat in my life. But my heart disagrees as it cries. Being obedient felt like a crime. Think for yourself. Yet my voice is controlled by others I can't deceive. I'm still obedient in my best years. So, just see it from my eyes. I don't mind hurting my heart. It's not the first time. I don't mind falling asleep. To avoid everything every time. So, I will sleep. As I ignore everything inside me. I expected nothing more anyway. Just like me, I disappear. My heart must dislike you Or fear you so I can erase. The fact you got to that place. I gave my soul just for it to break. That was my biggest mistake. I'll break my heart. As you only shattered it And I'll make it bleed heavily. Burning it to ashes. So, it feels that way For you or anyone. But some parts just won't change. So, I'll just accept my fate. I bloomed like a broken box. I want sunshine. All of the sunshine to be mine. Only mine. So then a burning heart could breathe with me. I want the moonlight. Just a moon type. One on the fingertip. So, reveal my cold mind. As I held a switch to my kite. Little darling, How do you feel? An endless burning cry. Lord, please, Lord Is it really still? Please is it not a lie? God my heart burns As I can't cry. A dramatic scene tonight. Please, oh, please! just let them in. So, I can hold on for the last time. Lord, my Lord Please, I don't understand. Was it like this all the time? All lies... His eyes... I must have read it wrong. What a shame. Oh my....