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Feral
Feral Oh Iâm in peril
Look at me, I ask please, To look at me. Friend, I donât pretend to be your friend.
Iâm not here to make you feel better. Iâm not here to make you feel good. All that loving light and bullshit. Youâre enough? Enough?
Enough!
Iâm done with it.
Honestlyâ
Putting up a smile every day âOh how are you always so joyfulâ They say. Well, I just play a clown every day, just to turn the frown of all those around me upside down every day. Just in the hope that they wonât frown at me I say.
And WHY? Whatâs the point? they go back home and drown again.
But WHY? Whatâs the point? I go back home and drown again.
Oh wee, in the sea drowning Ready to drag them out just for them to jump in again
Aâ STOUNDINGâŠ
Wee hoo, silly ooh, are you finally gonna doopdehdoo? Wee hoo, silly ooh, do I still look happy to you?
Exâ haustedâŠ
And here I am just breathing, or at least trying to. Friends are important they say, well are they? The only important thing Is the air going in my lungs.
Fuck all this goodness.
As long as I donât do harm, I am already happy enough.
Is what Iâd like to say
Yet, Iâm still drowning every day. I canât stop clowning every day.
I smear the paint away And now âWhy are you always frowning?â They say. Well, Iâm done clowning every day Is what Iâd like to say
But with every smear Everything I think I hold dear, Might disappear A little more I fear
Painâ
On my face
My cheeks may lift in the air with grace. Yet every time I have to brace, Cause it hurts my face.
Yes it hurts, It hurts. I say it hurts.
I am no longer trying Iâm just here crying Sighing
In an unhinged phase, A feral craze Attempting to displace this disgrace So I can hide my true face.
That upside down frown, No longer feels like a jewel on my crown.
And nowâ
When I see myself smiling I donât feel any joy.
I think Itâs time to take off the costume. And try breathing.
Itâs over.
Isâ what Iâd like to say.
Feral Oh Iâm in danger
Look at me, I ask you to please, To look at me. Friend, Iâm not pretending to be your friend.
Iâm not here to make you feel better. Iâm not here to make you feel good. All that loving light and nonsense. Youâre enough? Enough?
Enough!
Iâm finished with it.
Honestlyâ
Putting on a smile every day They say, âOh how are you always so joyful?â Well, I just act like a clown every day, just to turn the frown of everyone around me upside down every day. Just hoping they wonât frown at me, I say.
And WHY? Whatâs the point? They go back home and drown again.
But WHY? Whatâs the point? I go back home and drown again.
Oh wee, in the sea drowning Ready to pull them out just for them to jump in again
Aâ ASTOUNDINGâŠ
Wee hoo, silly ooh, are you finally going to doopdehdoo? Wee hoo, silly ooh, do I still look happy to you?
Exâ haustedâŠ
And here I am just breathing, or at least trying. They say friends are important, but are they? The only important thing Is the air going into my lungs.
Forget all this goodness.
As long as I donât cause harm, I am already happy enough.
Is what Iâd like to say
Yet, Iâm still drowning every day. I canât stop acting like a clown every day.
I wipe the paint away And now they say, âWhy are you always frowning?â Well, Iâm done acting like a clown every day Is what Iâd like to say
But with every wipe Everything I think I cherish, Might disappear A little more I fear
Painâ
On my face
My cheeks may lift in the air gracefully. Yet every time I have to prepare, Because it hurts my face.
Yes it hurts, It hurts. I say it hurts.
I am no longer trying Iâm just here crying Sighing
In a chaotic phase, A wild craze Trying to remove this shame So I can hide my true face.
That upside down frown, No longer feels like a jewel on my crown.
And nowâ
When I see myself smiling I donât feel any joy.
I think itâs time to take off the costume. And try breathing.
Itâs over.
Isâ what Iâd like to say.