Dear, my dearest one

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Original Poetry
Translation
Dear, my dearest one
Dear, my closest one
My heart is now blooming 
My heart is growing
So I make a lie to myself 
So I lie to myself
Saying that you're a danger in My life.
Saying you're a threat in my life.
But heart disapprove as it cries.
But my heart disagrees and cries.
obedient was like a crime.
Being obedient felt wrong.
have a mine of your own.
Think for yourself.
Yet my voice is owned by the others
Yet others control my voice
I can't lie.
I can't lie.
I'm still obedient in my prime.
I'm still obedient in my best years.
So, just it from my eyes.
So, just see it from my eyes.
I don't mind breaking my heart.
I don't mind breaking my heart.
It's not the first time.
It's not the first time.
I don't mind falling asleep.
I don't mind sleeping.
To avoid every single time.
To avoid everything.
So, I shall sleep.
So, I will sleep.
As Ignore it all within me.
Ignoring everything inside me.
I expected nothing less anyway.
I expected nothing more.
Just like me I fade away.
Just like me, I disappear.
My heart must hate you
My heart must dislike you
Or fear you so I can erase.
Or fear you so I can forget.
The fact you got in that place.
The fact you reached that place.
I give my soul just for it break.
I gave my soul just to break it.
That was my biggest mistake.
That was my biggest mistake.
I'll break up the heart.
I'll break my heart.
As you only shattered it
Since you only broke it
And I'll make it bleed hard.
And I'll make it bleed a lot.
Burning it to flames.
Burning it to ashes.
So, it feel that way 
So, it feels that way
For you or anybody.
For you or anyone.
But some parts just won't change.
But some parts won't change.
So, I'll just except my fate.
So, I'll just accept my fate.
I bloomed so a broken crate.
I bloomed like a broken box.
 

Explanation

This poem delves into the emotional complexities of love and heartbreak. The speaker addresses their 'dearest one,' expressing the turmoil of loving someone who is perceived as a threat to their well-being. Despite attempts to convince themselves otherwise, their heart disagrees, leading to inner conflict. The poem reflects on obedience and the struggle to maintain one's voice amidst external influences. The speaker resigns to breaking their heart repeatedly, indicating a cycle of pain and acceptance. They express a willingness to endure heartbreak, suggesting a sense of inevitability and resignation to their fate. The imagery of blooming and breaking symbolizes growth through pain, while the desire to erase the beloved from their heart underscores the depth of their emotional struggle. Ultimately, the poem captures the paradox of love's beauty and its capacity to cause profound suffering.

Word Dictionary11

WordIn EnglishPlain (English)Pron.
dearestmost lovedsomeone very loveddee-uh-rest
bloomingflourishingdeveloping or prosperingbloo-ming
disapprovedisagreeto not acceptdis-uh-proov
obedientcompliantfollowing orders easilyoh-bee-dee-uhnt
primebest yearsthe peak periodpraim
fadedisappearslowly disappearfayd
eraseremoveto wipe outee-rays
shatteredbrokenbroken into piecesshat-uh-red
flamesfireburningflaymz
exceptleave outto excludeik-sept
crateboxa large containerkrayt

Poet & Context

Poet
EraContemporary

The poet of this piece is unknown, and it appears to be a contemporary work reflecting personal emotional experiences.


WhenContemporary
WhyThe poem seems to explore themes of heartbreak, emotional turmoil, and self-reflection. It reflects on the pain of love and the struggle to reconcile one's feelings.
FormFree verse

Themes & More

HeartbreakEmotional turmoilSelf-reflectionAcceptance
Metaphor: 'My heart is now blooming' compares emotional growth to a flower blooming.Personification: 'heart disapprove as it cries' gives human emotions to the heart.Imagery: 'Burning it to flames' creates a vivid picture of destruction.Repetition: 'I don't mind' emphasizes the speaker's resignation.Symbolism: 'bloomed so a broken crate' symbolizes growth through pain.
Dear, my dearest one by Unknown poet — Poem, Translation & Meaning