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Part 1

Dear, my closest one

By: Miya Mallard

My heart is now growing

Date: 4/21/2026

So I lie to myself

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Saying that you're a threat in my life.

Dear, my dearest one

But my heart disagrees as it cries.

My heart is now blooming

Being obedient felt like a crime.

So I make a lie to myself

Think for yourself.

Saying that you're a danger in My life.

Yet my voice is controlled by others

But heart disapprove as it cries.

I can't deceive.

obedient was like a crime.

I'm still obedient in my best years.

have a mine of your own.

So, just see it from my eyes.

Yet my voice is owned by the others

I don't mind hurting my heart.

I can't lie.

It's not the first time.

I'm still obedient in my prime.

I don't mind falling asleep.

So, just it from my eyes.

To avoid everything every time.

I don't mind breaking my heart.

So, I will sleep.

It's not the first time.

As I ignore everything inside me.

I don't mind falling asleep.

I expected nothing more anyway.

To avoid every single time.

Just like me, I disappear.

So, I shall sleep.

My heart must dislike you

As Ignore it all within me.

Or fear you so I can erase.

I expected nothing less anyway.

The fact you got to that place.

Just like me I fade away.

I gave my soul just for it to break.

My heart must hate you

That was my biggest mistake.

Or fear you so I can erase.

I'll break my heart.

The fact you got in that place.

As you only shattered it

I give my soul just for it break.

And I'll make it bleed heavily.

That was my biggest mistake.

Burning it to ashes.

I'll break up the heart.

So, it feels that way

As you only shattered it

For you or anyone.

And I'll make it bleed hard.

But some parts just won't change.

Burning it to flames.

So, I'll just accept my fate.

So, it feel that way

I bloomed like a broken box.

For you or anybody.

I want sunshine.

But some parts just won't change.

All of the sunshine to be mine.

So, I'll just except my fate.

Only mine.

I bloomed so a broken crate.

So then a burning heart could breathe with me.

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I want the moonlight.

Part 2

Just a moon type.

By: Miya Mallard

One on the fingertip.

Date: 4/21/2026

So, reveal my cold mind.

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As I held a switch to my kite.

I want sunshine.

Little darling,

All of the sunshine to be mine.

How do you feel?

Only mine.

An endless burning cry.

So then a burning heart could breathe with me.

Lord, please, Lord

I want the moonlight.

Is it really still?

Just a moon type.

Please is it not a lie?

One on the finger tip.

God my heart burns

So, bare my cold mind.

As I can't cry.

As I held a switch to my kite.

A dramatic scene tonight.

Little darling,

Please, oh, please! just let them in.

How do you feel?

So, I can hold on for the last time.

An endless burning cry.

Lord, my Lord

Lord, please, Lord

Please, I don't understand.

Is it really still?

Was it like this all the time?

Please is it not a lie?

All lies...

God my heart burns

His eyes...

As I can't cry.

I must have read it wrong.

A dramatic scene tonight.

What a shame.

Please, oh, please! just let them in.

Oh my....

So, I can hold on for the last time.

Lord, my Lord

Please, I don't understand.

Was it like this all the time?

All lies...

His eyes...

I must have read it wrong.

What a shame.

Oh my....

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Part 3

By: Miya Mallard

Date: 4/21/2026

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Even when the world isn't mine.

Even when my heart harden in time.

I will always be the same.

As I use to everyday.

So, I Iet it burn.

Let it win.

As I feel that heat on my skin.

But it's not bad anymore.

So, what was it all for?

I know you find me weird.

I do too.

I'm just glad that you don't hate me like I do.

I raised a bullet so high and strong.

As it hits straight for the goal.

Call me a little off center.

I don't know know what's the matter.

I can't think for myself.

Like a doll.

My heart is just broken.

As I fall asleep.

It's been like that,

since the day I wanted help and plead.

I don't lay on my face

And daydreaming about us.

For, what was it all for?

If you find me weird.

Then that's a score....

I'm not weird in a good way.

At least that's what they said.

That you think that I'm weird

But not in a good way.

Okay....

I know I'm strange.

Something I can't change,

but one thing that I will do.

Is slowly break away from you........

I love you so much it hurts.

I put my love in the dirt.

So, called me

Your harness!

Take a look at my scars mis...

Nothing can be better than this.

If space is what you want.

Then that's what I will give.

If you want distance, then so will it be.

I must respect you honestly.

Think of it as an apology.

For thinking that the likes of you

would ever find me loveable too.

Explanation

The poetry by Miya Mallard is a deeply introspective exploration of emotional pain and longing. In Part 1, the speaker grapples with internal conflict, acknowledging a self-deception about a loved one being a danger, while their heart disagrees. The speaker feels trapped by obedience and societal expectations, leading to a resigned acceptance of heartbreak as a recurring theme. The imagery of a blooming heart juxtaposed with a broken crate suggests growth amidst destruction. In Part 2, the speaker expresses a desire for personal ownership of joy and peace, symbolized by sunshine and moonlight. The poem conveys a sense of yearning for emotional clarity and understanding, with the speaker questioning the reality of their experiences and the authenticity of their perceptions. The recurring themes of burning, breaking, and fading away highlight the intensity of the speaker's emotional turmoil and their struggle to reconcile their feelings with reality.

Word Dictionary16

Word	In English	Plain (English)	Pron.
dearest	most beloved	most loved	deer-est
blooming	flourishing	growing	bloom-ing
obedient	compliant	following orders	o-bee-dee-ent
prime	best years	best time	prime
erase	remove	remove	e-rase
shattered	broken	broken	shat-tered
flames	fire	fire	flayms
crave	desire	to have a strong longing for	krayv
fate	destiny	future	fayt
crate	box	a large container	krayt
bare	expose	show	bair
kite	flying toy	toy that flies	kyt
darling	beloved	loved one	dar-ling
dramatic	theatrical	emotional	dra-mat-ik
scene	setting	place	seen
shame	disgrace	embarrassment	shaym

Poet & Context

PoetMiya Mallard

Era21st Century

Miya Mallard is a contemporary poet whose works explore themes of love, heartbreak, and existential reflection. Her poetry often delves into personal emotions and the complexities of human relationships.

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WhenApril 21, 2026

WhyThe poems reflect personal introspection and emotional turmoil, possibly inspired by personal experiences or broader existential themes.

FormFree Verse

Themes & More

Themes

HeartbreakSelf-deceptionEmotional turmoilYearning for clarity

Literary devices

Metaphor: 'My heart is now blooming' compares emotional growth to a flower blooming.Imagery: 'Burning it to flames' evokes a vivid picture of destruction.Personification: 'My heart must hate you' gives human emotions to the heart.Repetition: 'Lord, please, Lord' emphasizes the speaker's desperation.Symbolism: 'Sunshine' and 'moonlight' symbolize joy and peace.