Mi portento inmediato,

Dámaso AlonsoSpanish36 lines1 public analyses
Original Poetry
Translation
Mi portento inmediato,
My immediate marvel,
mi frenética pasión de cada día,
my intense daily passion,
mi flor, mi ángel de cada instante,
my flower, my angel every moment,
aún como el pan caliente con olor de tu hornada,
still like warm bread with the scent of your baking,
aún sumergido en las aguas de Dios,
still immersed in the waters of God,
y en los aires azules del día original del mundo:
and in the blue skies of the world's first day:
dime, dulce amor mío,
tell me, my sweet love,
dime, presencia incógnita,
tell me, unknown presence,
45 años de misteriosa compañía,
45 years of mysterious company,
¿aún no son suficientes
are still not enough
para entregarte, para desvelarte
to give yourself, to reveal yourself
a tu amigo, a tu hermano,
to your friend, to your brother,
a tu triste doble?
to your sad double?
¡No, no! Dime, alacrán, necrófago,
No, no! Tell me, scorpion, scavenger,
cadáver que se me está pudriendo encima
corpse rotting on top of me
desde hace 45 años,
for 45 years,
hiena crepuscular,
twilight hyena,
fétida hidra de 800.000 cabezas,
rotten hydra of 800,000 heads,
¿por qué siempre me muestras sólo una cara?
why do you always show me only one face?
Siempre a cada segundo una cara distinta,
Always every second a different face,
unos ojos crueles,
cruel eyes,
los ojos de un desconocido,
the eyes of a stranger,
que me miran sin comprender
that look at me without understanding
(con ese odio del desconocido)
(with that hatred of the stranger)
y pasan:
and pass:
a cada segundo.
every second.
Son tus cabezas hediondas, tus cabezas crueles,
They are your stinking heads, your cruel heads,
oh hidra violácea.
oh violet hydra.
Hace 45 años que te odio,
For 45 years I have hated you,
que te escupo, que te maldigo,
I have spat on you, I have cursed you,
pero no a quién maldigo,
but I do not know whom I curse,
a quién odio, a quién escupo.
whom I hate, whom I spit on.
Dulce,
Sweet,
dulce amor mío incógnito,
sweet unknown love of mine,
45 años hace ya
45 years have already passed
que te amo.
since I love you.
 

Explanation

Dámaso Alonso's poem 'Yo' explores the complex interplay between love and identity through a deeply introspective lens. The poem begins with the speaker addressing an immediate and fervent passion, likening it to the warmth and comfort of freshly baked bread, an image that evokes both familiarity and sustenance. This passion, however, is shrouded in mystery, as the speaker questions the identity of this presence that has been a companion for 45 years, yet remains elusive and unrevealed.

The poem then shifts to a darker tone, as the speaker confronts this presence as a 'scorpion' and 'necrophage,' suggesting a parasitic or destructive force. The imagery of a 'putrid hydra' with countless heads that show only one face at a time reflects the multifaceted and ever-changing nature of this entity, which remains a stranger despite its constant presence. This duality is further emphasized by the mention of 'cruel eyes' that look without understanding, highlighting the speaker's sense of alienation and incomprehension.

Emotionally, the poem traverses a path from longing and desire to frustration and resentment. The speaker's tone oscillates between affection and hostility, underscoring the ambivalence of their feelings towards this enigmatic presence. The repeated questioning and the use of vivid, often grotesque imagery convey a sense of inner turmoil and conflict.

Alonso employs literary devices such as metaphor and personification to create a rich tapestry of emotions. The metaphor of the hydra, with its many heads, serves to illustrate the complexity and multiplicity of identity, while the personification of love as both a nurturing and destructive force adds depth to the speaker's emotional landscape. The poem's free verse form allows for a fluid and dynamic exploration of these themes.

Ultimately, 'Yo' reflects on the nature of self and the enduring quest for understanding and connection. It captures the tension between the known and the unknown, the loved and the feared, and speaks to the universal human experience of grappling with one's own identity and the mysteries of love.

Word Dictionary104

WordIn SpanishIn EnglishPron.
Mimíomymi
portentomaravillawonderportento
inmediatopróximoimmediateinmediato
mimíomymi
frenéticalocafranticfrenetica
pasiónamorpassionpasion
dedesdeofde
cadatodoseachcada
díajornadadaydia
florplantaflowerflor
ángelserafínangelangel
instantemomentomomentinstante
aúntodavíastillaun
comoiguallikecomo
elestetheel
panhogazabreadpan
calientetibiowarmcaliente
conjuntowithcon
oloraromasmellolor
tutuyoyourtu
hornadacocciónbakinghornada
sumergidoinmersosubmergedsumergido
endentroinen
lasestasthelas
aguaslíquidoswatersaguas
DiosdivinidadGodDios
yademásandy
airesbrisasairsaires
azulescelestesblueazules
delde esteof thedel
originalprimerooriginaloriginal
mundoplanetaworldmundo
dimecuéntametell medime
dulceazucaradosweetdulce
amorafectoloveamor
míopropiominemio
presenciaexistenciapresencepresencia
incógnitamisteriosaunknownincognita
añosperíodosyearsanos
misteriosaenigmáticamysteriousmisteriosa
compañíasociedadcompanycompania
nonuncanotno
sonestánareson
suficientesbastantesenoughsuficientes
paracon el fin detopara
entregartedartegive yourselfentregarte
desvelarterevelartereveal yourselfdesvelarte
ahaciatoa
amigocompañerofriendamigo
hermanofamiliarbrotherhermano
tristemelancólicosadtriste
doblecopiadoubledoble
NoNuncaNoNo
alacránescorpiónscorpionalacran
necrófagocarroñeronecrophagenecrofago
cadáverrestoscorpsecadaver
quecualthatque
sea sí mismoitselfse
mea mímeme
estáse encuentraisesta
pudriendodescomponiendorottingpudriendo
encimasobreon topencima
desdea partir desincedesde
hacedesde haceagohace
hienaanimal carroñerohyenahiena
crepusculardel atardecertwilightcrepuscular
fétidamalolienteputridfetida
hidramonstruohydrahidra
cabezastestasheadscabezas
pora través debypor
quépor quéwhyque
siempreconstantementealwayssiempre
muestrasenseñasshowmuestras
sólosolamenteonlysolo
unauna solaoneuna
cararostrofacecara
segundoinstantesecondsegundo
distintadiferentedifferentdistinta
unosalgunossomeunos
ojosmiradaseyesojos
cruelesinhumanoscruelcrueles
losestosthelos
ununoaun
desconocidoextrañostrangerdesconocido
mirarobservarlookmirar
sinsinwithoutsin
comprenderentenderunderstandcomprender
eseaquelthatese
odioaborrezcohateodio
pasantranscurrenpasspasan
tustuyosyourtus
hediondasapestosasstinkinghediondas
ohahohoh
violáceavioletavioletviolacea
HaceDesde haceForHace
escupoarrojo salivaspitescupo
maldigoblasfemocursemaldigo
perosin embargobutpero
conozcoknowse
quiéna quiénwhomquien
DulceAzucaradoSweetDulce
incógnitomisteriosounknownincognito
yaahoraalreadyya
amoquieroloveamo

Poet & Context

Era20th century, Generation of '27

Dámaso Alonso y Fernández de las Redondas (22 October 1898 – 25 January 1990) was a Spanish poet, philologist and literary critic. Though a member of the Generation of '27, his best-known work dates from the 1940s onwards.

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When1940s
WhyThe poem reflects the existential and introspective themes common in post-war Spanish literature, exploring the duality of love and identity.
FormFree verse

Themes & More

identitylovedualityalienationexistentialism
metaphor: The poem uses metaphors like 'scorpion' and 'hydra' to convey complex emotions.personification: Love is personified as both nurturing and destructive.imagery: Vivid imagery like 'warm bread' and 'putrid hydra' creates a strong emotional impact.repetition: Repeated questioning emphasizes the speaker's inner turmoil.
Mi portento inmediato, by Dámaso Alonso — Poem, Translation & Meaning