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AbCâŠ24
AbCâŠ24 Version 4 Dredge away⊠away into the soul of the gaunt-hearted, from which you dwell Crawl up into that corner of your mind, only to find yourself a human itching under skin at my name, Clickâ AmEliA The scolding touch of metal, amber beams radiated, weathering in my breath. Ambivalent how to ignite the mask, without scarring the face yetâŠ
Conviction of the love that you would never be ashamed doesn't douse the dread, Still learning primal fearâ stomach lurching, churning, turning, as the ghost of intent pierces me once more.
Anguish whipping my heart like a horseâs, chained hoofs poundingâ Sobs shaking my shoulderâmy name too scarce to open residence, brandedâ â24â yetâŠunwilling to leave it locked.
Profanity of perfection, willing the mask of embers rigidly to chin, throatâ and smoldering soulâ Spitting out rust-red waves of purpose, yet uncertain how to write life void of straight lines of letters Color indefinite to the shifting eyes of the soul, in an orchard of overripe truth,
âŠTruthâŠ
Along the everlasting precipice of earth I dredge, weighed by the gravity of⊠ofâ north and south âanâ â24âd east and west. Compass spinning, single stop clock ticking, hollow home* âŠhollow house Lost⊠Lost, walking through a web of words, tentative to take a step into fearâs life once more Inchoate life and dream, trampled in perfection Vertigo slithering into the chaos of whyâ Watching through my eyesâvertigo strapped inâmy feelings whirl in reverse
Rotating⊠        ReversingâŠÂ                 InvertingâŠ
in whirl feelings        my in strappedâ              vertigoâ           eyes        m y           through                watch ing
â24â Heart dropping down my throat
My grinning shadow theâtruth that seeps behind meâ seeping in my dreams, bathing in muddy swirls of hope, anger, and sadness, singing
âA B C D [ ] F G H I J K L [ ] N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Zâ âmiss a step, stumbleâ
Noâ N-ooo no NO. A deer in the headlights of hope.
Why am I submerged in overlapping bowls of serial Nu2b4rsâ Taught twenty-four⊠isââclose enough? Hang, your languageââ
EMber, EyEs, sEEping, bEaMs, EvEry, My,
ME
Earth, EvErlasting, ovErripE, MEtal, sMoldering,
Why does a tongue whiplash my shattered heart?
Yet no question.
Cold granite steals the warmth from my fingertips. Alone in present thought.âšStark white blank canvas,âšunblemished by lifeâs stroke.
Pristine office, Tight leather chair, my reflected eyes interviewing. Ribs stitching my stomach, my shadow, the sower of doubt,
Still crawling through a web of words, WordsâŠ
Frag24nt.
Drea24r
Na24âŠ
Loveâ Cackling⊠in screams, shouts, statesâof-truths.
I throw it all on the table, Stark white canvasâscribbled. Earthâa circle. Mask letters unbound. Click of the carâsolitary words unlocked.
I am 24 + 2 = M + E
Me.
AbCâŠ24 Version 4 Move away⊠away into the soul of the timid, where you live Crawl into that corner of your mind, only to realize you are human feeling uneasy at my name, Clickâ AmEliA The harsh touch of metal, amber lights shining, aging in my breath. Unsure how to start the mask, without harming the face yetâŠ
Belief in the love that you would never be embarrassed doesn't remove the fear, Still learning basic fearâ stomach twisting, turning, as the ghost of intent hits me again.
Pain hitting my heart like a horseâs, chained feet poundingâ Crying shaking my shoulderâmy name too rare to settle, markedâ â24â yetâŠunwilling to keep it closed.
Curse of perfection, forcing the mask of embers firmly to chin, throatâ and burning soulâ Spitting out rusty waves of purpose, yet unsure how to write life without straight lines of letters Color unclear to the changing eyes of the soul, in a garden of overripe truth,
âŠTruthâŠ
Along the endless edge of earth I move, weighed by the gravity of⊠ofâ north and south âanâ â24âd east and west. Compass spinning, single stop clock ticking, empty home* âŠempty house Lost⊠Lost, walking through a web of words, hesitant to step into fearâs life again Unformed life and dream, crushed in perfection Dizziness sliding into the chaos of whyâ Watching through my eyesâdizziness strapped inâmy
feelings spin backward Rotating⊠ReversingâŠ
Inverting⊠in spin feelings my in strappedâ dizzinessâ eyes m y through watching
â24â Heart dropping down my throat
My smiling shadow theâtruth that seeps behind meâ seeping in my dreams, bathing in muddy swirls of hope, anger, and sadness, singing
âA B C D [ ] F G H I J K L [ ] N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Zâ âmiss a step, stumbleâ
Noâ N-ooo no NO. A deer in the headlights of hope.
Why am I submerged in overlapping bowls of serial Nu2b4rsâ Taught twenty-four⊠isââclose enough? Hang, your languageââ
EMber, EyEs, sEEping, bEaMs, EvEry, My,
ME
Earth, EvErlasting, ovErripE, MEtal, sMoldering,
Why does a tongue hit my broken heart?
Yet no question.
Cold stone takes the warmth from my fingertips. Alone in present thought.âšStark white blank canvas,âšunmarked by lifeâs stroke.
Pristine office, Tight leather chair, my reflected eyes interviewing. Ribs stitching my stomach, my shadow, the source of doubt,
Still crawling through a web of words, WordsâŠ
Frag24nt.
Drea24r
Na24âŠ
Loveâ Laughing⊠in screams, shouts, statesâof-truths.
I throw it all on the table, Stark white canvasâscribbled. Earthâa circle. Mask letters unbound. Click of the carâsingle words unlocked.
I am 24 + 2 = M + E
Me.