DEAR SAFFRON.

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DEAR SAFFRON.
DEAR SAFFRON.
Its been a while,
It's been a while
Since I felt this overwhelmed,
Since I felt this overwhelmed
By the feelings that I cant fully name,
By feelings I can't fully name
Not because I actually cant,
Not because I actually can't
Rather they are mixed with bliss and dread,
Rather they are mixed with happiness and fear
Thus don’t know for sure,
So I don't know for sure
If they are positive feelings,
If they are positive feelings
Or just my mind, my body, my soul,
Or just my mind, body, and soul
Just re-calibrating,
Just adjusting
After experiencing existence,
After experiencing life
For as long as I can remember.
For as long as I can remember.
Some part of me really wants you.
Some part of me really wants you.
Some part of me really need you.
Some part of me really needs you.
Some part of me really craves for you.
Some part of me really craves you.
Some part of me really wished that nothing,
Some part of me really wished that nothing
Absolutely nothing,
Absolutely nothing
Could keep us apart.
Could keep us apart.
The logic kicks in.
Logic kicks in.
It says,
It says
It is impossible,
It is impossible
For you and me,
For you and me
To experience reality,
To experience reality
At the same time,
At the same time
At the same place,
At the same place
On each other’s side
Side by side
Some how makes sense.
Somehow it makes sense.
But it is not what the heart says.
But it is not what the heart says.
The heart.Ooh the heart.
The heart. Oh, the heart.
The heart wants what it wants.
The heart wants what it wants.
The heart wants to feel,
The heart wants to feel
Your warmth,
Your warmth
Your love,
Your love
Your presence,
Your presence
Your energy,
Your energy
Your personality,
Your personality
It doesn’t want to understand,
It doesn't want to understand
That we don’t always get what we want,
That we don't always get what we want
Tell that to the heart,
Tell that to the heart
Ooh, it makes the craving, the longing, stronger.
Oh, it makes the craving, the longing, stronger.
As if I wronged it,
As if I wronged it
And its punishing us.
And it's punishing us.
Oh my heart, take heart.
Oh my heart, take heart.
But remember,
But remember
Nothing lasts forever.
Nothing lasts forever.
Perhaps, she could be our nothing
Perhaps, she could be our nothing
Dear heart, if she was our nothing,
Dear heart, if she was our nothing
She would lasts forever.
She would last forever.
I cant make up my mind,
I can't make up my mind
Whether I am obsessed with you,
Whether I am obsessed with you
And its you I really want,
And it's you I really want
Or how you make me feel.
Or how you make me feel.
That’s a mystery.
That's a mystery.
Perhaps I’ll solve it one day.
Perhaps I'll solve it one day.
Yeah perhaps.
Yeah, perhaps.
An affinity.
An affinity.
The affinity, that I feel for you,
The affinity I feel for you
Couldn’t be more extreme.
Couldn't be more extreme.
Sometimes, its extreme and overwhelming,
Sometimes, it's extreme and overwhelming
But that’s the beauty of it,
But that's the beauty of it
It makes me me feel,
It makes me feel
That you are worth.
That you are worth
All the attention,
All the attention
All the affection,
All the affection
That I give you, though you are not aware of it,
That I give you, though you are not aware of it
It’s intentional.
It's intentional.
Ooh my dearest Saffron.
Oh my dearest Saffron.
If you could glimpse, of how,
If you could glimpse how
Of how I want you,
How I want you
Of how I enjoy your presence,
How I enjoy your presence
Of how we chat and laugh,in my mind,
How we chat and laugh in my mind
Of how you are my definition of peace,
How you are my definition of peace
Of how you make me appreciate love,
How you make me appreciate love
Of how I crave the connection,
How I crave the connection
The connection, that could be possible.
The connection that could be possible.
If you could really know,
If you could really know
How it would be a bliss for me,
How it would be bliss for me
To finally, express my energy, my words, my thoughts,
To finally express my energy, my words, my thoughts
To such a peculiar soul.
To such a peculiar soul.
All is not lost,
All is not lost
Turned out to be my strength.
Turned out to be my strength.
Perhaps, fate
Perhaps, fate
Has some other plans.
Has some other plans.
How I wish,
How I wish
That it would just give me,
That it would just give me
What every quark in my collection of cells,
What every part of me
Wants.
Wants.
Craves.
Craves.
Needs.
Needs.
Likes.
Likes.
Ooh my dearest Saffron.
Oh my dearest Saffron.
I am too overwhelmed,
I am too overwhelmed
With the idea of you,
With the idea of you
As part of my life,
As part of my life
With knowing that we,
With knowing that we
Can become something.
Can become something
Something more,
Something more
Than just two souls,
Than just two souls
That recognize each other,
That recognize each other
And do nothing about it.
And do nothing about it.
Such is life.
Such is life.
 

Explanation

This poem, 'Dear Saffron,' explores the speaker's deep emotional turmoil and longing for someone named Saffron. The poet uses a conversational tone to express feelings of overwhelming desire and confusion. The opening lines reveal a struggle to name the emotions, described as a mix of 'bliss and dread,' suggesting a complex inner conflict. The speaker is torn between logic, which dictates the impossibility of their union, and the heart's persistent yearning for connection.

The poem is rich with imagery of longing and desire. The heart is personified as an entity that 'wants what it wants,' emphasizing the irrational nature of love. The speaker's internal debate is captured through phrases like 'the heart wants to feel' and 'it doesn't want to understand,' highlighting the tension between emotional desire and rational thought. The repetition of 'some part of me' underscores the fragmented nature of the speaker's feelings.

Emotionally, the poem moves from confusion and longing to a resigned acceptance of reality. The tone shifts from hopeful yearning to a more somber reflection on the nature of desire and the limitations imposed by reality. The speaker acknowledges the strength found in longing, suggesting a bittersweet acceptance of their situation.

The poet employs free verse to mirror the fluidity of emotions, using repetition and personification to create a sense of intimacy and immediacy. The lack of a strict rhyme scheme allows the emotions to flow naturally, reflecting the speaker's inner turmoil. The metaphor of 'nothing lasts forever' is particularly poignant, suggesting a desire for permanence in an impermanent world.

Ultimately, 'Dear Saffron' is a meditation on the nature of longing and the human condition. It captures the universal experience of unfulfilled desire and the complex interplay between heart and mind. The poem's significance lies in its exploration of the emotional landscape, offering a glimpse into the speaker's soul and the timeless struggle between love and logic.

Word Dictionary10

WordIn EnglishPlain (English)Pron.
overwhelmedovercome with emotionsfeeling too much to handleoh-ver-whelmd
blisshappinessgreat joyblis
dreadfeargreat feardred
re-calibratingadjustingreadjustingree-cal-uh-bray-ting
affinitylikingnatural attractionuh-fin-i-tee
peculiarstrangeunusualpi-kyoo-lee-er
quarkparticletiny particlekwark
cravesdesiresstrongly wantskrayvz
intentionaldeliberatedone on purposein-ten-shun-ul
soulspiritinner selfsohl

Poet & Context

Poet
EraContemporary

The author of 'Dear Saffron' is unknown. The poem appears to be a contemporary work reflecting modern themes of longing and introspection.


WhenUnknown
WhyThe poem explores the complexity of emotions and the struggle between logic and desire, reflecting a personal journey of longing and introspection.
FormFree verse

Themes & More

longingdesireconflict between heart and mindunfulfilled love
personification: the heart is given human-like desires and actionsrepetition: 'some part of me' emphasizes the fragmented emotionsmetaphor: 'nothing lasts forever' suggests impermanence
DEAR SAFFRON. by Unknown poet — Poem, Translation & Meaning