By: Miya Mallard

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Original Poetry
Translation
By: Miya Mallard
Dear, my closest one
Date: 4/21/2026
My heart is now growing
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So I lie to myself
Dear, my dearest one
Saying you're a threat in my life.
My heart is now blooming 
But my heart disagrees as it cries.
So I make a lie to myself 
Being obedient felt like a crime.
Saying that you're a danger in My life.
But heart disapprove as it cries.
obedient was like a crime.
have a mine of your own.
Have your own mind.
Yet my voice is owned by the others
Yet my voice is controlled by others
I can't lie.
I can't lie.
I'm still obedient in my prime.
I'm still obedient in my best years.
So, just it from my eyes.
So, just see it from my eyes.
I don't mind breaking my heart.
I don't mind breaking my heart.
It's not the first time.
It's not the first time.
I don't mind falling asleep.
I don't mind falling asleep.
To avoid every single time.
To avoid every single moment.
So, I shall sleep.
So, I will sleep.
As Ignore it all within me.
As I ignore everything inside me.
I expected nothing less anyway.
I expected nothing more anyway.
Just like me I fade away.
Just like me, I fade away.
My heart must hate you
My heart must hate you
Or fear you so I can erase.
Or fear you so I can erase.
The fact you got in that place.
The fact you got in that place.
I give my soul just for it break.
I give my soul just to break it.
That was my biggest mistake.
That was my biggest mistake.
I'll break up the heart.
I'll break the heart.
As you only shattered it
As you only shattered it
And I'll make it bleed hard.
And I'll make it bleed hard.
Burning it to flames.
Burning it to ashes.
So, it feel that way 
So, it feels that way
For you or anybody.
For you or anyone.
But some parts just won't change.
But some parts just won't change.
So, I'll just except my fate.
So, I'll just accept my fate.
I bloomed so a broken crate.
I bloomed like a broken container.
 

Explanation

This poem by Miya Mallard explores the complex emotions associated with love and heartbreak. The speaker addresses their 'dearest one,' expressing a sense of internal conflict and emotional turmoil. The heart is described as 'blooming,' indicating growth or awakening, yet the speaker lies to themselves about the beloved being a danger. This reflects the struggle between the mind's rationalizations and the heart's true feelings. The poem delves into themes of obedience and control, suggesting that the speaker's voice and actions are influenced by others, yet they remain true to their feelings. The recurring motif of breaking the heart symbolizes repeated emotional pain, while the desire to 'erase' the beloved from the heart signifies an attempt to heal or move on. Despite these efforts, the speaker acknowledges that some parts of their emotions remain unchanged, accepting their fate. The imagery of burning and bleeding conveys intense emotional suffering, while the final line suggests a sense of resignation and acceptance of one's broken state.

Word Dictionary12

WordIn EnglishPlain (English)Pron.
dearestmost belovedmost loveddee-uh-rest
bloominggrowing, flourishinggrowingbloo-ming
disapprovenot agreenot agreedis-uh-proov
obedientcompliantfollowing ordersoh-bee-dee-uhnt
primebest yearsbest timeprym
fadedisappear slowlydisappearfayd
eraseremoveremoveih-rays
shatteredbroken into piecesbrokenshat-urd
bleedlose bloodlose bloodbleed
flamesfirefireflaymz
exceptacceptagree toik-sept
cratecontainerboxkrayt

Poet & Context

EraContemporary

Miya Mallard is a contemporary poet whose work seems to focus on themes of love, heartbreak, and personal introspection. No detailed biography or Wikipedia page was found.

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WhenApril 21, 2026
WhyThe poem appears to be a personal reflection on love, heartbreak, and the struggle with one's emotions. It may have been written as a cathartic expression of the poet's own experiences or as a universal exploration of these themes.
FormFree verse

Themes & More

loveheartbreakemotional conflictself-deceptionresignation
metaphor: 'My heart is now blooming' suggests emotional growth.personification: 'heart disapprove as it cries' gives human traits to the heart.imagery: 'I'll make it bleed hard. Burning it to flames' evokes vivid emotional pain.repetition: 'I don't mind' emphasizes acceptance of recurring pain.alliteration: 'burning it to flames' uses repeated 'b' sound for emphasis.
By: Miya Mallard by Miya Mallard — Poem, Translation & Meaning