Letter to Pedro, U.S Citizen, Also Called Pete by Rene Estrella Amper

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Letter to Pedro, U.S Citizen, Also Called Pete by Rene Estrella Amper
Pete, old friend,
Pete, old friend,
there isn't really much change
there isn’t really much change
in our hometown since you left.
in our hometown since you left.
This morning I couldn't find the grave
This morning I couldn’t find anymore
of Simeona, the cat we buried
the grave of Simeona, the cat we buried
at the base of Miguel's mango tree,
at the foot of Miguel’s mango tree,
when we were in fourth grade,
when we were grade four,
after she was hit by a truck while crossing
after she was hit by a truck while crossing
the street. The bulldozer has destroyed it
the street. The bulldozer has messed it up
while making the small road into the mountains
while making the feeder road into the mountains
to reach the farmers.
to reach the hearts of the farmers.
The farmers come down every Sunday
The farmers come down every Sunday
to sell their hard work and sweat for
to sell their agony and their sweat for
a few pesos
a few pesos, lose in the cockpit or get
lose in the cockfighting arena or get
drunk on the way home.
drunk on the way home.
A steel bridge named after the congressman’s wife
A steel bridge named after the congressman's wife
now spans the gray river where Tasyo, the old
now crosses the gray river where Tasyo, the old
goat, had split the skin of our young lizards
goat, had cut the skin of our young lizards
to make us a man years ago.
to make us men years ago.
The long blue hills where we
The long blue hills where we
use to shoot birds with slingshot or spend
used to shoot birds with slingshots or spend
the summer afternoons we loved so much doing
the summer afternoons we loved so much doing
nothing in the tall grass have been bought
nothing in the tall grass have been bought
by the mayor’s son. Now there’s barbed wire
by the mayor's son. Now there's a barbed wire
fence about them, the birds have gone away.
fence around them, the birds have gone away.
The mayor owns a big sugar plantation, three
The mayor owns a big sugar plantation, three
new cars, and a mansion with the gate overhung
new cars, and a mansion with the gate covered
with sampaguita. Inside the gate
with sampaguita flowers. Inside the gate
are guys who carry a rifle and a pistol.
are men who carry a rifle and a pistol.
We still go to Konga’s store for rice,
We still go to Konga's store for rice,
and sardines and sugar and nails for the coffin.
and sardines and sugar and nails for the coffin.
Still only a handful go to Mass on Sundays.
Still only a few go to church on Sundays.
In the church the men talk, sleep, the children play.
In the church the men talk, sleep, the children play.
The priest is sad.
The priest is sad.
Last night the storm came and blew away
Last night the storm came and blew away
the cornflowers. The cornfield are full of cries.
the cornflowers. The cornfield is full of cries.
Your cousin, Julia has just become a whore.
Your cousin, Julia has just become a prostitute.
She liked good clothes, good food, big money.
She liked nice clothes, good food, big money.
That’s why she became a whore.
That's why she became a prostitute.
Now our hometown has seven whores.
Now our hometown has seven prostitutes.
Peter old friend,
Peter old friend,
every time we have good reason to get drunk
every time we have a good reason to get drunk
and be carried home in a wheelbarrow,
and be carried home in a wheelbarrow,
we always remember you. Oh we miss
we always remember you. Oh we miss
both Pete and Pedro.
both Pete and Pedro.
Remember us to your American wife,
Remember us to your American wife,
your lucky bastard, Islaw, your cock-eyed
you lucky guy, Islaw, your cross-eyed
uncle, now calls himself Stanley
uncle, now calls himself Stanley
after he began wearing clothes you sent
after he began wearing clothes you sent
him last Christmas.
him last Christmas.
P.S. Tasyo, the old goat,
P.S. Tasyo, the old goat,
sends your lizard his warmest congratulations.
sends your lizard his warmest congratulations.
 

Explanation

In 'Letter to Pedro, U.S Citizen, Also Called Pete,' Rene Estrella Amper reflects on the changes and stagnation in his hometown, juxtaposing past memories with present realities. The poem opens with a nostalgic address to Pete, a friend who has moved to the U.S., highlighting unchanged aspects of their hometown, yet subtly pointing out the decay and loss, such as the grave of a childhood pet now destroyed by development.

The imagery of farmers selling their labor for meager returns and the transformation of natural spaces into private property underscores socio-economic disparities. The steel bridge and barbed wire symbolize both progress and restriction, while the mayor's wealth contrasts sharply with the poverty of the townspeople. The poem paints a vivid picture of a community struggling with modernization and loss of innocence.

Emotionally, the poem conveys a sense of longing and resignation. The speaker's tone is reflective and tinged with sadness, as he recounts personal and communal losses. The mention of Julia's turn to prostitution and the dwindling church attendance further emphasize moral and social decline.

Amper employs free verse to mirror the conversational and intimate tone of a letter. The use of direct address, vivid imagery, and irony enriches the poem, creating a poignant commentary on identity and change. The dual identity of 'Pete' and 'Pedro' symbolizes the immigrant experience, caught between two worlds.

Ultimately, the poem speaks to the universal themes of nostalgia, identity, and the impact of socio-economic changes on small communities. It captures the bittersweet nature of progress and the enduring ties to one's roots, reflecting Amper's broader concerns with cultural and personal identity in a changing world.

Word Dictionary9

WordIn EnglishPlain (English)Pron.
hometownplace where you grew upthe town where you were born or spent your childhoodhohm-taown
bulldozerlarge machine for moving eartha powerful machine used for pushing earth and rocksbool-dozer
feeder roadsmall road leading to a main roada road that connects smaller areas to a main roadfee-der road
cockpitplace where cockfights happenan arena for cockfightingkok-pit
sampaguitatype of flowera fragrant flower native to the Philippinessam-pa-gee-ta
cornfieldfield where corn is growna field planted with cornkorn-feeld
whoreprostitutea person who engages in sexual activity for paymenthohr
wheelbarrowsmall cart for carrying thingsa small hand-propelled vehicle with one wheel and two handlesweel-bar-oh
congratulationspraise for an achievementan expression of praise for someone's successkun-gra-choo-lay-shuns

Poet & Context

EraContemporary

Rene Estrella Amper is a contemporary poet known for his reflective and poignant poetry that often explores themes of change, identity, and nostalgia. His work frequently delves into the socio-political landscape of the Philippines.


WhenContemporary period
WhyThe poem reflects on the changes in a hometown and the dual identity experienced by immigrants, symbolized by the personas 'Pedro' and 'Pete'. It highlights socio-economic issues and nostalgia for the past.
FormFree verse

Themes & More

nostalgiaidentitysocio-economic changeloss
imagery: vivid descriptions of the hometown and its changesirony: contrast between past innocence and present decaysymbolism: 'steel bridge' and 'barbed wire' as progress and restriction
Letter to Pedro, U.S Citizen, Also Called Pete by Rene Estrella Amper by Rene Estrella Amper — Poem, Translation & Meaning