Mayakovsky

Frank O'HaraEnglish53 lines1 public analyses
Original Poetry
Translation
1
crying. Mom, mom
My heart’s aflutter!
who am I? If he
I am standing in the bath tub
would just come back once
crying. Mother, mother
and kiss me on the face
who am I? If he
his rough hair brushing
will just come back once
my temple, it's pounding!
and kiss me on the face
his coarse hair brush
my temple, it’s throbbing!
then I can put on my clothes
then I can get dressed
I guess, and walk the streets.
I guess, and walk outside.
2
I love you. I love you,
I love you. I love you,
but I'm turning to my poems
but I’m turning to my verses
and my heart is closing
and my heart is closing
like a fist.
like a fist.
Words! be
Words! be
sick as I am sick, swoon,
as sick as I am, faint,
roll back your eyes, a pool,
roll back your eyes, a pool,
and I’ll stare down
and I'll look down
at my wounded beauty
at my wounded beauty
which at best is only a talent
which is only a knack
for poetry.
for poetry.
Cannot please, cannot charm or win
Cannot please, cannot charm or win
what a poet!
what a poet!
and the clear water is thick
and the clear water is thick
with bloody blows on its head.
with bloody hits on its head.
I embrace a cloud,
I hug a cloud,
but when I soared
but when I flew
it rained.
it rained.
3
That's funny! there's blood on my chest
That’s funny! there’s blood on my chest
oh yes, I've been carrying bricks
oh yes, I’ve been carrying bricks
what a strange place to break!
what a funny place to rupture!
and now it is raining on the tree
and now it is raining on the ailanthus
as I step out onto the window ledge
as I step out onto the window ledge
the tracks below me are smoky and
the tracks below me are smoky and
shining with a desire to run
glistening with a passion for running
I jump into the leaves, green like the sea
I leap into the leaves, green like the sea
4
Now I am quietly waiting for
Now I am quietly waiting for
the disaster of my personality
the catastrophe of my personality
to seem beautiful again,
to seem beautiful again,
and interesting, and modern.
and interesting, and modern.
The country is grey and
The country is grey and
brown and white in trees,
brown and white in trees,
snows and skies of laughter
snows and skies of laughter
always diminishing, less funny
always getting less, less funny
not just darker, not just grey.
not just darker, not just grey.
It may be the coldest day of
It may be the coldest day of
the year, what does he think of
the year, what does he think of
that? I mean, what do I? And if I do,
that? I mean, what do I? And if I do,
perhaps I am myself again.
maybe I am myself again.
 

Explanation

Frank O'Hara's poem 'Mayakovsky' is a deeply personal and introspective piece that reflects the poet's emotional turmoil and search for identity. The poem is structured in four parts, each exploring different facets of the poet's inner life. In the first section, the speaker experiences a crisis of identity, longing for the return of a loved one to provide comfort and clarity. The second section reveals a tension between love and the poet's dedication to his craft, as his heart closes off to emotions while he turns to writing. The third section introduces a surreal and humorous imagery of physical rupture, symbolizing the poet's internal conflict and the burdens he carries. The final section reflects a quiet resignation and hope for self-acceptance, as the poet waits for his personality to be seen as beautiful and modern once more. Throughout the poem, O'Hara employs vivid imagery, metaphor, and a conversational tone to convey the complexity of human emotions and the struggle to reconcile one's inner and outer worlds.

Word Dictionary9

WordIn EnglishPlain (English)Pron.
aflutterexcited, agitatedfeeling nervous or excitedaf-lut-ter
throbbingpulsing, beatingpounding stronglythrob-bing
swoonfaint, collapseto lose consciousnessswoon
woundedinjured, hurthurtwound-ed
catastrophedisaster, calamitya big disasterca-tas-tro-phe
ailanthusa type of treea tree called the tree of heavenai-lan-thus
glisteningshining, sparklingshining brightlyglis-ten-ing
personalitycharacter, identitywhat makes someone uniqueper-son-al-i-ty
moderncontemporary, currentrelated to nowmod-ern

Poet & Context

Era20th Century

Frank O'Hara (1926–1966) was an American poet and art critic, prominent in New York City's art world. A leading figure in the New York School, his poetry is known for its personal tone and immediacy, often capturing the vibrancy of urban life.

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When1957
WhyThe poem is part of O'Hara's collection 'Meditations in an Emergency' and reflects his personal and emotional experiences, possibly inspired by the Russian poet Vladimir Mayakovsky. It explores themes of identity, love, and the struggle of the poetic self.
FormFree verse

Themes & More

IdentityLoveArtistic StruggleExistential Crisis
Metaphor: The poet uses metaphors like 'my heart is closing like a fist' to convey emotional states.Imagery: Vivid imagery is present throughout, such as 'blood on my chest' and 'glistening with a passion for running'.Personification: Words are asked to 'be sick as I am sick', giving them human-like qualities.Irony: The poem contains ironic statements, such as 'what a funny place to rupture!'Symbolism: The 'catastrophe of my personality' symbolizes the poet's internal conflict and search for identity.
Mayakovsky by Frank O'Hara — Poem, Translation & Meaning