Interference

English33 lines1 public analyses
Original Poetry
Translation
I am talking to you again
I'm talking to you again
As if you still receive things -
As if you can still get messages -
So much has happened,
So much has happened,
I don’t know where to put it.
I don’t know where to put it all.
I almost tell you.
I almost tell you.
In trains, in crowds, in empty rooms,
On trains, in crowds, in empty rooms,
In my walks on the beach,
During my walks on the beach,
In my bed before sleep,
In my bed before I sleep,
In the washroom when I’m
In the bathroom when I’m
On the floor
On the floor
Curled up
Curled up
With glass in my hand,
With a glass in my hand,
Missing you,
Missing you,
Your name gets there first.
Your name comes to mind first.
It arrives before I decide it shouldn’t,
It comes before I decide it shouldn’t,
Like it still has somewhere to go.
As if it still has a place to go.
Because suddenly it’s all happening at once,
Because suddenly everything is happening at once,
And I am back there,
And I am back there,
And then not,
And then not,
And then everywhere you aren’t -
And then everywhere you aren’t -
And still, I don’t tell you.
And still, I don’t tell you.
Not because I don’t want to.
Not because I don’t want to.
Because I can’t send
Because I can’t send
Anything
Anything
Anywhere
Anywhere
Anymore.
Anymore.
It’s strange.
It’s strange.
You would have understood this.
You would have understood this.
The worst part is
The worst part is
You would have understood all of it.
You would have understood all of it.
And I am only like this
And I am only like this
because you are not here
because you are not here
to understand me anymore.
to understand me anymore.
 

Explanation

The poem 'Interference' reflects a deep sense of longing and the emotional turmoil of trying to communicate with someone who is no longer present. The speaker addresses a person who seems to have passed away or is otherwise unreachable, expressing a desire to share experiences and emotions with them. The poem captures moments of solitude and introspection, where the speaker finds themselves almost speaking to this absent person in various settings, such as on trains, in crowds, or in the quiet of their own home. Despite the urge to communicate, the speaker acknowledges the futility of sending messages to someone who can no longer receive them. The poem conveys a poignant sense of loss and the difficulty of moving forward when the person who understood them best is no longer there. The title 'Interference' suggests the disruption caused by this absence, as well as the persistent, intrusive thoughts of the person who is missed. The poem uses free verse to mirror the natural flow of thoughts and emotions, emphasizing the raw and unstructured nature of grief.

Word Dictionary9

WordIn EnglishPlain (English)Pron.
receivegetto get or accept somethingri-seev
curledbentbent into a rounded shapekurld
strangeunusualunusual or unexpectedstrayn-j
understoodcomprehendedgot ituhn-der-stood
emptyvacantnot filled or occupiedemp-tee
decidechooseto make a choicedi-sahyd
happeningoccurringtaking placehap-uh-ning
anymoreno longerno longer happening or existingen-ee-mawr
understandcomprehendget ituhn-der-stand

Poet & Context

Poet
EraUnknown

The poet's identity and era are not available based on the current search results.


WhenUnknown
WhyThe poem seems to explore themes of loss, communication, and the struggle of expressing emotions when the intended recipient is no longer present.
FormFree verse

Themes & More

losscommunicationgriefmemory
imagery: vivid descriptions of places and emotionsrepetition: emphasizes the persistence of memory and longingenjambment: lines flow into each other, reflecting the continuous nature of thoughtmetaphor: 'interference' as a metaphor for the disruption caused by absence
Interference by Unknown poet — Poem, Translation & Meaning