To the doctor who treated the raped baby and who felt such despair

Marlene van NiekerkEnglish26 lines1 public analyses
Original Poetry
Translation
To the doctor who treated the raped baby and who felt such despair
To the doctor who treated the raped baby and who felt such despair
I just wanted to say on behalf of us all
I just wanted to say on behalf of us all
that on the night in question
that on the night in question
there was a light on in the hall
there was a light on in the hall
for a nervous little sleeper
for a nervous little sleeper
and when the bleeding baby was admitted to your care
and when the bleeding baby was admitted to your care
faraway a Karoo shepherd crooned a ramkietjie lullaby in the veld
far away a Karoo shepherd crooned a ramkietjie lullaby in the veld
and while you staunched
and while you staunched
there was space on a mother-warmed sheet
there was space on a mother-warmed sheet
for a night walker
for a night walker
and when you administered an infant-sized opiate
and when you administered an infant-sized opiate
there were luxuriant dark nipples
there were luxuriant dark nipples
for fist clenching babes
for fist clenching babes
and when you called for more blood
and when you called for more blood
a bleary-eyed uncle got up to make a feed
a bleary-eyed uncle got up to make a feed
and while you stitched
and while you stitched
there was another chapter of a favourite story
there was another chapter of a favourite story
and while you cleaned
and while you cleaned
a grandpa’s thin legs walked up and down for a colicky crier
a grandpa’s thin legs walked up and down for a colicky crier
and when finally you stood exhausted at the end of her cot
and when finally you stood exhausted at the end of her cot
and asked, “Where is God?”,
and asked, “Where is God?”
a father sat watch.
a father sat watch.
And for the rest of us, we all slept in trust
And for the rest of us, we all slept in trust
that you would do what you did,
that you would do what you did,
that you could do what you did.
that you could do what you did.
We slept in trust that you lived.
We slept in trust that you lived.
 

Explanation

In Marlene van Niekerk's poignant poem, 'To the doctor who treated the raped baby and who felt such despair,' the speaker expresses deep gratitude and recognition for the emotional burden carried by the doctor who treated a young victim of sexual violence. The poem opens with a direct address to the doctor, acknowledging their despair in the face of such trauma. The line 'there was a light on in the hall for a nervous little sleeper' evokes a sense of care and safety, contrasting the horror of the situation with the nurturing environment that the doctor attempts to create.

As the poem unfolds, it juxtaposes the clinical actions of the doctor with tender domestic imagery. For instance, 'faraway a Karoo shepherd crooned a ramkietjie lullaby in the veld' suggests a world of comfort and love existing simultaneously with the harsh reality of the hospital. The repeated references to nurturing elements, such as 'space on a mother-warmed sheet' and 'luxuriant dark nipples for fist clenching babes,' highlight the instinctual care that surrounds the baby, even amidst the chaos of medical intervention.

The emotional arc of the poem shifts from despair to a sense of trust and hope. The speaker conveys a collective sense of faith in the doctor's abilities, as seen in lines like 'And for the rest of us, we all slept in trust that you would do what you did.' This trust is a powerful testament to the resilience of the human spirit in the face of trauma, suggesting that even in darkness, there is a flicker of hope.

Van Niekerk employs various literary devices, including vivid imagery and repetition, to enhance the emotional weight of the poem. The imagery of domesticity and care contrasts sharply with the violence inflicted on the child, creating a poignant tension. The repetition of trust emphasizes the community's reliance on the doctor's skills and compassion, reinforcing the theme of collective healing. Ultimately, the poem speaks to the broader societal implications of violence against women and children, urging readers to recognize the humanity in both the victims and the caregivers, and to reflect on the need for compassion in the face of such suffering.

Word Dictionary24

WordIn EnglishPlain (English)Pron.
despairhopelessnessa feeling of deep sadness or loss of hopedespair
nervousanxiousfeeling worried or uneasynervous
staunchedstoppedto stop the flow of blood or liquidstaunched
luxuriantrichvery rich and abundantluxuriant
bleary-eyedsleepyhaving eyes that look tired or unfocusedbleary-eyed
colickycrampyhaving painful spasms in the abdomencolicky
exhaustedvery tiredextremely tired or worn outexhausted
watchlook afterto keep an eye on someone or somethingwatch
trustfaithreliance on the integrity or ability of someonetrust
administeredgaveto give or apply something, especially medicineadministered
fisthandthe hand when it is closed tightlyfist
calledrequestedto ask for something or someonecalled
anotherone morean additional oneanother
chapterparta section of a book or storychapter
cleanedwashedto remove dirt or impuritiescleaned
grandpagrandfatherthe father of one's parentgrandpa
thinslenderhaving little thickness or bodythin
legslimbsthe limbs used for walkinglegs
cotcriba small bed for a babycot
Goddeitythe supreme being or creatorGod
fatherdada male parentfather
restremainingwhat is left overrest
didperformedto have done somethingdid
livedexistedto have been alivelived

Poet & Context

EraContemporary

Marlene van Niekerk (born 10 November 1954) is a South African poet, writer, and academic known for her novels and poetry that explore themes of family, power dynamics, and social inequalities.

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WhenContemporary period, post-Apartheid South Africa
WhyThe poem addresses the trauma of a child victim of sexual violence and the emotional toll on the medical professionals involved in her care.
FormFree verse

Themes & More

traumahealingtrustcompassion
imagery: vivid descriptions create emotional depth and contrast between trauma and carerepetition: emphasizes trust and reliance on the doctor's abilitiesjuxtaposition: contrasts the clinical environment with nurturing domestic imagery
To the doctor who treated the raped baby and who felt such despair by Marlene van Niekerk — Poem, Translation & Meaning