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To the doctor who treated the raped baby and who felt such despair

Original Poetry

Translation

To the doctor who treated the raped baby and who felt such despair

I just wanted to say on behalf of us all

that on the night in question

there was a light on in the hall

for a nervous little sleeper

and when the bleeding baby was admitted to your care

faraway a Karoo shepherd crooned a ramkietjie lullaby in the veld

and while you staunched

there was space on a mother-warmed sheet

for a night walker

and when you administered an infant-sized opiate

there were luxuriant dark nipples

for fist clenching babes

and when you called for more blood

a bleary-eyed uncle got up to make a feed

and while you stitched

there was another chapter of a favourite story

and while you cleaned

a grandpa’s thin legs walked up and down for a colicky crier

and when finally you stood exhausted at the end of her cot

and asked, “Where is God?”,

and asked, “Where is God?”

a father sat watch.

And for the rest of us, we all slept in trust

that you would do what you did,

that you could do what you did.

We slept in trust that you lived.

Explanation

Finuala Dowling's poem 'To the doctor who treated the raped baby and who felt such despair' poignantly captures the emotional burden borne by a doctor in the face of a horrific event. The speaker addresses the doctor directly, expressing collective gratitude and recognition of their despair. The imagery contrasts the trauma of the 'bleeding baby' with tender moments of care, such as 'a light on in the hall' for a 'nervous little sleeper,' suggesting a sense of hope amidst horror. The mention of a 'Karoo shepherd' singing a lullaby evokes a pastoral calm, juxtaposed against the urgency of medical intervention.

As the poem unfolds, it depicts various nurturing actions taken by the doctor and family members, creating a tapestry of care that envelops the baby. Lines like 'there was space on a mother-warmed sheet' and 'a bleary-eyed uncle got up to make a feed' highlight the warmth and love present even in dire circumstances. The emotional arc moves from despair to a quiet trust, as the speaker reassures that 'we all slept in trust that you lived.' This trust reflects a deep faith in the doctor's abilities and humanity.

Dowling employs free verse to enhance the poem's conversational tone, allowing for a natural flow that mirrors the chaotic yet tender moments described. The repetition of care-related actions emphasizes the collective effort to nurture and heal, while the stark contrast of the baby’s trauma against the backdrop of familial love creates a powerful emotional resonance. The poem ultimately speaks to the resilience of life and the profound impact of compassion in the face of unimaginable suffering.

Word Dictionary111

Word	In English	Plain (English)	Pron.
despair	بے بسی	a feeling of hopelessness	despair
nervous	پریشان	anxious or uneasy	nervous
staunched	روکا	stopped the bleeding	staunched
luxuriant	عیش و عشرت	rich and abundant	luxuriant
colicky	پیٹ کے درد	having severe pain in the abdomen	colicky
exhausted	تھکا ہوا	extremely tired	exhausted
trust	بھروسہ	confidence in someone	trust
administered	دیا	gave or provided (medicine)	administered
crooned	گنگنایا	sang softly	crooned
ramkietjie	ایک قسم کی لوری	a type of lullaby	ramkietjie
veld	کھلی زمین	open grassland	veld
fist	مکھی	a hand with fingers clenched	fist
bleary-eyed	نیند میں	having sleepy or tired eyes	bleary-eyed
cot	بچوں کا بستر	a small bed for a baby	cot
watch	نگہبانی	to keep an eye on someone	watch
cleaned	صاف کیا	made clean	cleaned
stitched	سیا	sewed together	stitched
chapter	باب	a section of a story	chapter
favourite	پسندیدہ	liked very much	favourite
grandpa	دادا	father's father	grandpa
thin	پتلا	not thick	thin
legs	پاؤں	limbs used for walking	legs
crier	روتی بچی	a baby that cries	crier
asked	پوچھا	inquired	asked
God	خدا	a deity	God
night	رات	the time of day when it is dark	night
light	روشنی	brightness	light
hall	ہال	a large room	hall
care	خیال	the process of looking after someone	care
bleeding	خون بہنا	losing blood	bleeding
admitted	داخل کیا	allowed to enter	admitted
baby	بچہ	an infant	baby
treated	علاج کیا	given medical care	treated
who	جو	a pronoun used to refer to a person	who
felt	محسوس کیا	experienced an emotion	felt
wanted	چاہا	desired	wanted
say	کہنا	to express in words	say
on	پر	indicating a position	on
behalf	کی طرف سے	as a representative of	behalf
all	سب	every person or thing	all
in	میں	inside or within	in
question	سوال	a matter to be discussed	question
there	وہاں	in that place	there
was	تھا	indicating existence	was
a	ایک	one; a single	a
the	وہ	a definite article	the
for	کے لئے	indicating purpose	for
little	چھوٹا	small in size	little
sleeper	سونے والا	one who sleeps	sleeper
and	اور	a conjunction used to connect words	and
when	جب	at the time that	when
to	کے لئے	indicating direction or purpose	to
your	آپ کا	belonging to you	your
faraway	دور	at a great distance	faraway
Karoo	ایک علاقہ جنوبی افریقہ میں	a region in South Africa	Karoo
shepherd	چرواہا	a person who tends sheep	shepherd
lullaby	لوری	a song for putting a child to sleep	lullaby
while	جبکہ	during the time that	while
you	آپ	the person being addressed	you
space	جگہ	an area or room	space
mother-warmed	ماں کی گرمی سے بھرا	warmed by a mother	mother-warmed
sheet	چادر	a piece of cloth for covering	sheet
walker	چلنے والا	one who walks	walker
an	ایک	one; a single	an
infant-sized	بچے کے سائز کا	sized for an infant	infant-sized
opiate	ایک قسم کی دوا	a drug derived from opium	opiate
were	تھے	indicating existence in the past	were
dark	گہرا	having little light	dark
nipples	نپل	the small projections on the breast	nipples
clenching	مکھی بند کرنا	holding tightly	clenching
babes	بچے	infants or babies	babes
called	بلایا	summoned or requested	called
more	زیادہ	a greater amount	more
blood	خون	the red liquid in the body	blood
uncle	چچا	the brother of one's parent	uncle
got	لیا	received or obtained	got
up	اٹھا	to rise or stand	up
make	بنایا	to create or prepare	make
feed	کھانا	food for a baby	feed
another	ایک اور	one more	another
of	کا	indicating belonging	of
story	کہانی	a narrative	story
grandpa’s	دادا کا	belonging to grandpa	grandpa’s
walked	چلے	moved by foot	walked
down	نیچے	toward a lower place	down
finally	آخر کار	at last	finally
stood	کھڑے ہوئے	remained upright	stood
at	پر	indicating a location	at
end	آخر	the final part	end
her	اس کا	belonging to her	her
Where	کہاں	in what place	Where
is	ہے	indicating existence	is
father	باپ	a male parent	father
sat	بیٹھا	remained seated	sat
And	اور	a conjunction used to connect words	And
rest	باقی	what remains	rest
us	ہم	the people being referred to	us
we	ہم	the people speaking	we
slept	سوئے	rested in sleep	slept
that	کہ	indicating a statement	that
would	چاہیے	indicating a future action	would
do	کرنا	to perform an action	do
what	کیا	indicating a thing or action	what
did	کیا	performed an action	did
could	کر سکتے تھے	were able to	could
We	ہم	the people speaking	We
lived	زندہ رہے	remained alive	lived
©	©	copyright symbol	©
2004	2004	the year	2004
Finuala	Finuala	a proper name	Finuala
Dowling	Dowling	a proper name	Dowling

Poet & Context

PoetFinuala Dowling

EraContemporary

Finuala Dowling (born June 1962) is a South African poet and writer known for her poignant and often personal poetry.

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When2004

WhyThe poem addresses the emotional and physical toll on a doctor treating a baby who has suffered a horrific crime, juxtaposing the trauma with moments of care and normalcy.

FormFree verse

Themes & More

Themes

trauma and healingcompassion in crisis

Literary devices

imagery: vivid descriptions contrast trauma with nurturing momentsjuxtaposition: normalcy of care against the horror of the baby's experience